WE LIVE IN A WORLD

We live in a world where…
If you give a wrong answer to a question in classroom, you get laughed at.
If you dress a certain way, you get looked at.
If your grades are not as good as another child, you are named stupid.
Whether you need to lose weight or gain it, is decided by others.

We live in a world where…
People do not even have the idea about the things going around.
If you do not know what you want to do with your life, you are considered as GOOD FOR NOTHING person or useless person without aims and goals.
If you shop from bigg bazaar or New Market, you are poor.

We live in a world where…
If you have male friends in your group, you are a cheap.
And on the other hand if you do not talk to guy, you are considered Proud and narrow-minded.

We live in a world where if you are ugly then you do not deserve to be happy.
If you are ugly you do not deserve a friend because they feel embarrassed by your presence.

We live in a world where Beauty decides your value, not your character or soul.

We live in a world where your value is understood after you die.
You are not included in the society when you are alive but after you die you get the desired love and respect.

We live in a world where people are ready to judge but not to take your side.

Temporary

Everything is temporary in life.
People, promises, their love, fate, bad results, and its agony,
Good Days, its pleasure, and its ecstasy, Sentiments, emotions, and attachments,

Everything is just a momentary pleasure or pain.
Never rather no way ever be dependent on it.

Follow Your Dreams

My heart nowadays has started to scream
No matter what, just FOLLOW YOUR DREAM.

Do all that what your heart desires,
Don’t you ever extinguish that fire.

The path will not be easy, it may be very tough,
While chasing your dreams, your days may be rough.

Whatever be the situation, you should never give up
Whenever you fall, on your own you must stand up.

There may be many persons who may oppose you
And those standing by your side would be very few.

Remember the journey may be long and may require efforts
But if left incomplete in between, then lifetime it hurts.

Once achieved, you will cherish it forever
And realise that it was worth the endeavour.

REFLECTION OF LIFE

She had already covered it. She was sure. Before lowering the blinds on the ground floor, she had been up and hung a heavy sheet directly over the mirror. She wondered exactly how it could have fallen for a moment before dismissing the thought and carefully hanging the mirror back up. The thought returned… the sight of the bare mirror, the sheet carelessly on the ground, it did seem strange. She was further unsettled by the look of her frightened reflection, hesitating at the edge of the bedroom. She slowly crossed the bedroom and paused before bending to pick up the sheet, her hand froze as if there was something poised under the sheet waiting to strike her outstretched hand.

Such nonsense. She smiled but still hesitated. That is when she suddenly remembered the strange grin of the antique dealer, his features seeming so unpleasant and out of place to her. She shuddered at the memory. Hadn’t he mentioned her name when offering to help with the loading?
She stood straight and investigated the mirror. If Lars heard that…

“You buy an overpriced, and frankly ugly mirror, just to hide it away five minutes later under a discoloured bed sheet!?! That is bizarre, even for you, Lara”.

She smiled when she heard her husband’s words, words that he never actually spoke.
Lars has been dead for six years.

Yet there she was, clutching an old sheet getting angry at herself. What is this nonsense about?

The merchant had not mentioned her name. The mirror did not make her uncomfortable.

The sheet had fallen to the ground for natural reasons.

She would finally go to bed and tomorrow find a new place in the house for this (quite ugly) mirror.

Very Simple.

She threw the sheet over the mirror and breathed deeply.

That is when there was a sudden knock at the door.

Dil Bechara

Dil Bechara. 

It truly is. 

The heart is pitiful. 

I thought I'll cry a lot during the movie. 

And I did. But in parts.

 I looked at his face. I cried.

 I saw him smile. I cried.

 It struck me that this is the last time I'm gonna see him. I cried. 

I cried at their lovestory. 

Their beautiful chemistry. The beautiful songs. 

And Main tumhara is still ringing in my ears. 

But to see him die, to see him in pain. His character in pain. It was unbearable.

 In a long time, I cried like a child. Without any reluctance. 

But I also smiled and laughed a lot. Like a lot.

 His smile. His befikr adaayein. His bachpana. Everything.

 And his awestruck expressions. 

This would have been special for me even when he would have been there. 

But it's even more special for me. This will be one underrated beautiful special movie for me. 😪❤💔

One beautiful lovestory to cherish fo

Maturity

Maturity is when a person hurts you and you try to understand their situation and do not hurt them back.
You move on with it, staying silent and smiling.

Because, sometimes ‘SILENCE’ is the best answer to all questions and ‘smiling’ is the best reaction to all situations.

Broken

Never felt this hurt
Never felt this lost
I was never this person
Look what it cost

The tears will not fall
I wish they would
So I can grieve,
The way I should.

I lost a huge part of me
The anger has won
I will keep fighting
Till the pain is done.

I am broken
But it will not be for long
This ugly feeling
Will be forever gone.

The Study Of laughter

People are forever ready to mock others not realising how much distress they may be causing. Laugh one must be cheerful, but how one should go about this it is what this poem says. 

It is easy at others to laugh
Without thinking for a minute half,
Alas! How embarrassing do we make him
When we make him uneasy and squirm.

Why not we laugh with others
As we do with our brothers,
We make friends more
And us they will surely adore.

Learn we must at ourselves to laugh,
Do not at this scoff,
But courage it needs from us,
Hats off to him who so does.

Let Go

Shall I let them go or not? Am I doing right? Is it okay to let go?

There is this feeling when you realize that there is no way you can let go of some people in your life, no matter how hard the situation is!

You have suffered enough; you may not be worthy to them but remember that you are worthy to yourself.

You deserve happiness, peace, laughter, and a healthy and happier life.
 Till now you have loved someone with all your heart, also more than yourself.

Now It is time for yourself.

Love yourself a bit more, you should be your centre of happiness.
Take your suffering, agony, pain, and trauma as a lesson that life has taught you
So that you do not fool yourself again.

Come out of that confusion and see how beautiful and happy you can be.
Set your heart and hands free and be true to yourself.

And Shout to yourself IT IS MY TIME TO LET GO.

Dear God

Dear God,

I know that I am not perfect,
I know sometimes I do not pray,

I lose my temper, I create chaos,
But you always plan the best for all of us.
Sometimes the process is dreadful, painful and hard
We lose faith on you.
But still you have proved that you exist. Be it in any form you exist and you relieve us from pain.

Please kindly give us strength to succeed in this test that you have put us in.

I know that you will never let your beautiful creation destroy.

Learn to Care

When you feel somebody is having a hard time
Don’t wait until You confirm that they are going through a lot,
I know it feels weird, to go and ask them in the first place

You never know, just 3 words, “ARE YOU OK?” can be a whole lot different for them.

So, do not hesitate to reach out to them,
Some one or the other does need our care.

Hence, let us be for them, care for them and be kind towards them.

The Days of Darkness

Memories of past bring with it associated pain,
Sometimes holding you down or drive you insane,

Emotions felt just as it was on the day thar is remembered,
The dark days bring feelings inside the heart that is severed.

To tear from the chest what caused the hurt inside,
It should not matter if that piece of you has already died.

Why does it still try to beat instead of decay?
If given a proper burial will the pain not go away?

I embrace this pain on some of my better days
It reminds me of what was lost so the memory stays.

Still existing are days I ask why is it that I try?
The blackest of these are the ones I sit alone and wanting to die.

Where Do I Go?

Where do I go when I am feeling so lost
And I do not want to be found?

Where do I go when I am looking and listening for that inner peace of my heart?
But I know, I shall never hear that sound ever again.

Where do I go when I try to laugh but all I can do is cry?
I’m trying to keep on living because I am not ready to die.

Where do I go as the sun does not seem to shine?
Can you give me my life back, which is not yours rather it is mine,

How do I keep going and how do I fight this fight?
I’m tired of feeling a beat down but encouraging myself that I might.

Where do I go when my head hangs so low?
Please give me an answer because I am unable to know!

Where do I go when I keep thinking does it take long
For me to find that peace and a place where I belong?

I need you to help,
Please help me to take a stand.
I am scared to do it by myself, will you kindly take my hand?

If you come across the answer, will you please let me know
The sacred place and the peaceful place where I can go?

The Power of ONE

One TREE can start a FOREST;
One SMILE can begin a FRIENDSHIP;
One HAND can lift a SOUL;
One WORD can frame a GOAL;
One CANDLE can wipe out the DARKNESS;
One LAUGH can conquer GLOOM;
One HOPE can raise your SPIRITS;
One TOUCH can show you CARE;
One LIFE can make a huge DIFFERENCE,

BE THAT ONE TODAY!

The More You Cry

The more you cry,
The less you feel heartbroken,

People say they feel stronger when they do not cry
but the reality is when you cry for someone or something you are letting that thing go.

The part is just leaving you slowly in the shade of tears.
People say do not cry for someone who does not care about you
but the truth is you, your emotions are all the ways to show care for them,
So let them go.

Let them flow out, just empty the space for other emotions.
Crying is not the symbol of weakness, it is good for your mental health

It makes you feel worthy set those tears free and your soul too,
then only you would be able to see a clear new way to your journey

A month has Passed

Its exactly been 1 month, 1 month of that incident that shook the entire country, 1 month of the demise of one of the finest actors of Bollywood, one of the most intellectual actors of Bollywood, SUSHANT SINGH RAJPUT.

He was that actor who brought life to each character he portrayed. He was a perfectionist. All his movies are and will always be on top of my favourites list.

Be it ISHAAN of KAI PO CHE, LAAKHAN of SONCHIRIYA, Byomokesh, Anni of CHHICHHORE; he lived his character.

I don’t know why he was treated as an under rated actor. He deserved all love and affection when he was alive rather when he is dead.

Those who are creating chaos writing #JUSTICEFORSSR, #CBIENQUIRYFORSONOFBIHAR, #SSRWASMURDERED, where were you all when he needed you, when he needed us; his FANS to watch his movies, which made him feel that he was an outsider.

Where were we when there were his movies releasing in theatres with a big DHARMA PRODUCTION MOVIE. We always preferred the latter movie because we know that there will be colourful scenes, star kids, no storyline but BIG NAMES.

How many of us has gone to the theatre to watch Detective Byomokesh Bakshi and Sonchiriya??

I guess None. These two are by far the best movies having amazing storyline, action, screenplay, everything. But yes, what these movies do not have are BIG ACTORS LIKE SLAMAN KHAN, VARUN DHAWAN; No fancy songs like BABY KO BASS PASAND HAI, PALAT TERA DHYAN KIDHAR HAI, ETC. And we want these big names, songs with baseless and meaningless lyrics.

Just tell me one thing if Sonchiriya and Byomokesh Bakshi had Salman Khan in them, wouldn’t we have gone to the theatre?

Yes, we would have, Because----- SALMAN KHAN. And that same movie would have earned 200crores.

We all have watched MSD- The Untold Story. Why?? Was it because of Sushant Singh Rajput??? No, we rather watched it because we love Mahendra Singh Dhoni.

This will also fade away. This outrage will be gone, after everything settles.

So, fair enough; we have no right to demand justice for Sushant when we have contributed a huge part of this injustice.

Law will find out the truth but we, as his fans can cherish his smiling face with his little yet tremendous work in his films.

Encourage the outsiders who come from the TV Fraternity. Do not let any other Sushant Singh Rajput Die. Do not let any youngsters fear to pursue acting as their career. When a son or daughter asks his/her parents “Maa, I want to become an actor.” His/ her parents should not be scared to let him go to Mumbai.

Welcome them with open arms.

I AM SORRY IF I HAVE HURT ANYONE’s Feeling.

There were lots more to write, but my emotions will not let me do so.

And a month has passed.

Haunting Dreams

Now my sleep will not let me rest too,
These haunting dreams leave me feeling blue,
I wake up feeling all anxious and sweaty,
As if all life is sucked out of my mind and body.

Sometimes it’s a girl and blood all around ,
Sometimes it’s something about my loved ones I haven’t found,
Sometimes it is about just me going on and around in circles,
But every time I get up with a thud and feeling hurtful.

These past few weeks have been exhausting in my head,
Been feeling stuck and can’t get out of bed,
I just need sleep to be my escape again,
Cause Reality is only bringing me pain.

SILENCE

Words fill up the empty spaces which we want not to be silent
A Silent space gets suffocated with few chances to breathe.

The nature which stands tall, spreading colourful fragrances,
giving life to the world shows love making silence her crown,

But the silence gets eerie before it thunders
And lashes its shores in anger.

The goodwill in us needs no words
But wrong motives always eludes words of deception.

For silence needs neither introduction nor does it need conclusion,
It is clear sky that forms the canvas for COSMOS to shine.

Words do get appreciated with applauds,
which decoy us to seek for the flowing mane.

But it is the silently active dreams that raves us to cause “Disruption”

Silence may not sound like a hero in a roomful of cheers and glasses
but wandering over the depth of ocean and vastness of sky in all its magic and glory,
makes us realise, A MOMENT IN SILENCE.

Comparision

Everyone knows that comparison can be done between homogeneous things.
Now as for humans, everyone is different.

No one has got the same talent, same feelings, same problems, same face, same personality, same appearance, or any other same qualities.

EACH ONE IS DIFFERENT

EACH ONE IS UNIQUE

EACH ONE IS ONLY ONE OF A KIND

So, stop these illogical comparisons.
Because there is only one person who is compatible to you,
And that is YOU.

THE LOST BIRD

For this bird, it was her last migration,
Aware of the haunt of her heart’s possession,
The love that had kindled her heart,
Has now reduced to a mere hurt.

Alone in the bright host of her companion,
Remembering she once had a dominion,
She was lost in the unfriendliness of the space,
Never knowing, not certain of her place.

Out there, flying in the air,
She was full of despair,
Her mates had forsaken her,
Knowing her wings would fail her.

Determined, trying as she would,
Yet pulled back by her heart’s wound,
For the whisper of love had grown stronger,
But her mates wanted her no longer.

Death was slowly knocking by,
No choice but to tell the world a goodbye,
For she could no longer fight,
As she saw the end with a dimming light.

The Freedom Seeker

All locked under a cave,
A feel of soul under the grave.
The Heaven eases with the seeker,
Than to hostile the warped cheater.

No one listens to the weeping rambler,
All to please and slay the tamper.
Sometimes she whimpers like a witness folly.
Trusting that spiritual divine wholly.

Loneliness is what she perceives,
Except the divine, everyone deceives.
And then she wonders why she lives,
Like a caged bird who wants to Clive.

Finally, one day she will be gone,
And the seekers would look at her like a brawn.
But once she reaches heaven for God’s sake,
She finds only peace at his grace.

WHEN I DIE

Suddenly when I die,
Do not cry and mourn relentlessly
For a soul that was bound to fly high.
Nor wrench your heart over the inevitable.

Miss me not. For you will perceive me,
as and when you need an old companion.
Strolling placidly behind you,
Perhaps laughing at you when you mess up.

Maybe caressing you as I sing you to sleep
Into a dreamland where you and I can meet.
Or maybe just holding onto you as you weep
As you urgently strive to seek solace.

Look beside you and you shall see my hand,
Stretched out for you to hold on
Feel my warmth against your cold frame,
As I help you to hug your own imagination.

I will be alive within you.
In your heart and memories and your mind and soul
Just peep into the corner least noticed
And you will see me smiling all my soul

I have not forgotten you.

I have always been there,
With You, For You, Beside You.
Even after my last breath.

Your Life is YOURS

You see a singer
You see a dancer
You see an artist
You see a blogger
You see a traveller
You see a photographer
You see an influencer

What not! Yes, social Media is absolutely a good platform.

But…... No, Social Media is not a good platform especially during these pandemic situations when people are locked in a room.

Most of us enjoy spending our day by scrolling down. But at least 30% of us go through the situation called #peerpressure and it may lead to depression.

What we forget is

It is okay not to post what we have had for breakfast.
It is okay if we do not try the 3-ingredient cake #lockdownrecipe.
It is okay if we do not post our throwback picture
It is okay if we do not take #quarantinechallenge
It is okay if we do not have a hobby.
It is okay if we do not watch NETFLIX.
It is okay if we do not try #lockdownskincareroutines
It is okay if we have less number of followers
It is Okay if we are not trying #lockdownmakeuplook
it is completely normal if we are wearing our pyjamas and lying on the bed the whole day.

But it is not Okay if one of us get into depression and end his/her life.
Life is the most precious gift of God. He has made you the owner of your life. Your life is yours. Live your life the way you want to, but you have no right to end it as it is in the hands of God.

I, You, we together can fight any battle we can and win it, if each of us is positive.

So, trust yourself, Be Positive and take care of each other.